Easter

PS

I am still squashed.
I have found out that a lot of people in my family have been squashed.

Woman of a certain Age

So on another note. My period had stopped for five months. Just when I thought it was over bam it's back.
I also have peach fuzz on my lip and a little arthritis.
Why do people start treating you different when you become a woman of a certain age as Wendy Williams would say. Especially younger women. Is it they don't want to see where they are going. What will it be like when there kids are grown up.When they face menopause or a midlife crisis or their husbands midlife crisis.
For God sake I am still a woman, a wife a mother.I still enjoy going out putting on makeup bleaching my hair. I don't need to go in a corner and become invisible. I AM HERE.

Insecurities or Not

Me and my significant other are walking around hardly talking we talk when we need to say something. I guess its just me I can't get over that he would talk over our personal stuff with some girl he takes the bus to work with. he says that I talk to a lot of people and while yes that is true they are acquaintances not friends. I do not tell them my personal stuff especially financial. I feel like now ever time I see her she will be thinking about me possibly filing for bankruptcy.he also tells her about his problems at work. I said it may get boring to talk about the weather or pigeons or whatever but oh well. I wouldn't even care if he told his co worker who he has been working with for 10 years but someone you meet at a bus stop and there are other people who have been taking the bus with him for years. I just don't like this.I feel like it can become something more. I think I am getting obsessed with this and maybe dwelling on it to much but I cant help it. It bothers me. He will be on this schedule for another month his time to leave for work doesn't change till may and she seems to be on a rotating schedule cause they don't see each other everyday but what if some of her days fall on his schedule then what.

I've been squashed and I can't get up.

I WILL NEVER DANCE

Trying to lose some of the weight I gained at Christmas time.
How is that ever going to happen if I can't stop eating.